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Name: Joe
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Rochester
Gender: Male
Interests: music,golf,poker,ping pong (i can even pwn azns, now)video games,definitely not hegedorns,parties,the stars,cars,hangin with my buddies,Dane Cook,watching a movie,money,dancing is cool too,rock music (i hate country),most types of rap and hip hop,oh and dogs,brownies,and cookies
Expertise: Trumpet, cars
Occupation: Toyota Technician
Industry: Toyota Automotive
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  tru89golfer
Member Since:
11/3/2005
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| Behold the amazing thoughts:
I need a freaking sex life
I have to pee
I've been led on
I hate being led on
We're still gonna be friends
I'm getting IHOP tomorrow
I need a haircut
I want a hug
And a kiss
Wait that's not gonna happen
I have to pee
Mozzarella sticks sound good right about now
I wanna drive with just my socks on, or even my barefeet
I drive a stick shift
I miss having someone to talk to like i could talk to you
Why the fuck is my computer retarded
I hope someone comments on this
My internet shuts off at 12:12am
My dog sits at the door waiting for me to come home
Seriously
I dont know anymore
Big boobs rock
I have to pee
Fuck.
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| Ok sooooooooooo I met this girl Mariah a few days ago and I picked her up from MCC and brought her back to my house yesterday, the car ride was nice we talked nonstop, and she met my parents and my dogs. Marley would NOT leave her alone haha. It was weird yet funny at the same time. So anywayss yeah we went into the living room and watched my blue man group dvd. They're so awesome lol and she enjoyed it too so that made me happy. Then we went downstairs and played ping pong, but she gave up after a while cause I'm too good. Haha. So I grabbed a pack of cards, then we played war. I was about to lose but pulled a come from behind victory out of my ass, and beat her, so at that point we decided on playing the wii for a bit, and then cuddle on the couch. She's an awesome cuddler, and has awesome eyes as well. I got a hug out of it before I had to bring her home. Takin it slow I guess. Who knows. It's someone to hangout with for now who I know is interested in me. We're hanging again tomorrow so I'll have to let you all know what happens with that.
P.S. I woke up this morning and the first thing I noticed was that I smelled like a girl, and I smiled.
Joe
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| To start off, I haven't had the best time in the last few weeks...you all know that my girlfriend broke up with me, that's not news, but I still love her very much, and would do anything to have her back...
I need to explain a little more in detail about my best friend walking out of my life. She is one of my ex girlfriends. My first to be exact, my first everything. We dated for 11.5 months, almost exactly. And she broke it off due to a lack of effort on my end. It was a rough time in my life, and unfortunately she was the first person to feel the effects. After the relationship, she felt it was necessary to not talk to me for 4 months, which i spent getting over her with a friend of mine who was having relationship troubles of her own. So she came to me for comfort, and well I made her (and her parents) much happier than her boyfriend did, at the time...either way it was fun while it lasted. Till she told me she wanted to be with her boyfriend and not me. It hurt a little but I should have expected it when I got into that situation. About a month after this ended, Kelly wanted to be friends again. Happy to accept, i did. So we were good friends, and argued a few times, cut it off a few times, and made good a few times. Then we were best friends and she became a good source of advice for me and my relationships, as I was for her. This lasted a while, and she helped me along a few times with my relationship with my latest ex girlfriend. All was good. Then Chelsea left me. And it sent my world tumbling...the first person I came to was Kelly. She was my best friend, how could I not? Again she helped me through it as best she could, and I thanked her. Now here's the tricky part. I had never really gotten over her, I still loved her, and every day I spent texting her it just confirmed that fact. About a week ago she left me for good, because she felt that I am unable to keep my feelings intact if she says something I don't like. Which I will admit is partly true. But that day didn't make things any better for me, once again my heart had been torn into shreds. I sent her a letter explaining things and that was the end of it. I am having a tough time recovering from all this...
Now, just last Thursday, a friend of mine hung himself. Just when I was starting to feel a little better about things, this happens. I am just a complete mess lately, my life has been riding a low road for quite some time. It's tough. The only thing I can do is just keep going forward and HOPE that something else doesn't happen that impacts me personally.
I'm trying to talk to someone I've met online, kinda...I'm not looking for any sort of rebound. To be honest I'm not sure what I'm gonna be expecting from her. I just know she's cute and seems like she'd be cool to hang out with, and has a good personality. If something happens, then something happens, but for now I'm not counting on it.
I guess everything has been just a big ol' mess. I hope it gets better. Most of all, I'm lonely. I have nobody to talk to or see that can show me the affection that my friends cant show me.
:/
Joe
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| Everyone needs to youtube this: Celica GTS LIFT
and watch the videos.
I drove this car the other day :)
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| So I guess this one is overdue.
First off, work. Oh work. I think I've had it with the personnel manager there. She wrote me up for something COMPLETELY stupid. And I think it was wrong of her to do so. Basically I went in at 4 Monday, took care of some customers, and at 5 it cleared out a little. So I went to fix up the aisles. I got two out of 4 done and around 6 I needed to take care of the cardboard compactor (which was locked). There was like 4 or 5 full bins of cardboard just sitting there, it was a mess. In addition to 2 or 3 more carts full. So I did all of that which lasted me till 645 when I really needed to go up front and wash my hands, so I did. Then I was called back by bitchy personnel manager so she could tell me to go up front and straighten up out there, so I did...until I was called back for customer assistance. So I had to go back there and it's about 715 right now. Took care of this one guy for around 15 minutes and then not 5 minutes later a lady came in who needed an emergency tire replacement...and of course she didnt know what size she needed, or what car it was that she was freaking driving. So half an hour later its like 750, and I'm closing up the sales desk since I leave at 8. Then I left. Everything seemed fine to me. No complaints.
Here's the trouble. The next day I worked 4-9. So I go in at 4 as usual, do my work, and it's around 7 and my manager says "See me before you leave" I'm thinking "Okay...can't be bad thing, since I haven't done anything wrong today or yesterday." I came to find out that bitchy personnel manager wrote me up because of "Poor work ethic" claiming that I had "not finished the aisles I needed to finish." Well, bitchy personnel manager, FUCK YOU. I was doing my JOB, which is TIRE SALES and NOT DOING THE FUCKING AISLES. Even my night manager on Tuesday will attest that I was working diligently back at the desk right up until 8 (I actually punched out at 8:06) and I had NO time to finish the stupid aisles. I hate her with a passion. She is full of herself, and one more of these damn writeups and I'm gone. I'm going to write a complaint to the GM and tell him specifically that this writeup is not legitimate. I obviously would NOT be making a big deal of this if I feel I deserved it. Seriously. The night manager explained to me, in her exact words, that "Since you didn't get to finish your part, then that leaves the managers to do it, and we can get in trouble if that stuff isn't done, so therefore you get in trouble and not us." So basically the manager can just make me a rag doll to beat up and shit on. I'm not okay with that. I'm taking this up with the GM, and if they fire me for standing up for myself, then they don't deserve to have me anyways. Fuck you Stacy, I hope you die.
Anyways, that very same Monday, my girlfriend decided she wasn't able to handle the things standing in our way. So she wanted to "take a breather" and I said that this just creates more problems. We either are or we aren't. So she argued a little bit, and apparently she was having a bad day too, and I was most likely just a target, or something. Idk. I still don't know why she said what she said. But she did, and I honestly did nothing wrong to deserve it. So I didn't fight, I just told her I respected her decision, and that she needed to decide whether she wanted to be single or together. She avoided the question and went back to me not fighting it so I repeated myself. More and more arguing ensued. Now I'm single. Goooooooo figure. This week has been real great to me. Stayed up till 3am last night crying, cried again when I woke up. Good stuff. Typical life. Beating my ass. Nobody is going to want to hear me say anymore so I'll just shutup.
Good fucking night.
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