January 29, 2012

• Really quick

  Currently I'm facebook chatting with a friend of mine. The subject came up about friends, and I stated I don't have a close female friend. She seemed dumbfounded, but it's the truth. I don't. The reason I write this is because as much as I despise some of the females out there, I need them. I need an emotional stimulus. Girls do that for me. I'm not going to call up one of my buddies to vent about some stupid bullshit that really doesn't matter to any of us. Girls did that alot with me (it was almost to the point where two people would call at the same time, like within 5 minutes of each other). That was a few months ago. Now I don't have that. Those friends are no longer friends, and as a result my emotional level has just been a huge fucking flatline. Which isn't bad but it isn't good either. I'd rather feel than not feel. I'm not sure where this is going, but it was just a thought. 

   

  I guess I miss having a female best friend.

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