April 6, 2012
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Something just broke inside me. I was watching tv and the next thing I know i'm crying my eyes out. I hate not being happy. This isn't me. I have some real problems I don't know how to solve. The best thing for me to do may be to just remove myself from everything. From this place...the people in it. All the loudness and craziness and stress. I can't deal with this anymore and I need to go. Everythings just bottled up inside me and now i've hit that breaking point. I need a solution. Really fast. Before this spirals downward further.
I may need to take a long break from xanga too...if anyone even cares, my number will be available for those who would want to keep in touch to check on me..
I feel like I don't have any fight left in me. I've let myself down
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I know i have no say in anything, but i miss you and i hope shit gets better. :/
@JazVanF6661 - I highly doubt you miss me, but thanks. It won't get better. Not for a while...won't be able to do this myself.
What's wrong? Message me if you want! Hang in there. Praying for ya.
@music_of_the_heart08 - I may message you later.
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