March 17, 2013

  • Happy St. Pattys day...not

    Today started off normally. I slept in. Bought some groceries for the week. Mainly cereal and milk. Got home and played a few games of Halo. Helped out my dad with his business and got paid for it. Went to a St. Patty's day party at my friend's house. Was having a great time drinking and being the king of beer pong, until I got a text from my mom. My grandpa is in the hospital. He cut his hip open on the edge of a table and wouldn't stop bleeding. Which means he needed surgery. I don't know how he's doing since my family hasn't gotten back to me or anything. Emotionally, I'm a wreck. My grandpa is my hero, my everything. He's the ONLY person in this world I genuinely look up to and want to model myself after...if anything ever happened to him...I don't know what I'd do. Right now I can't even think about all the good times I had tonight. I can only think of one thing and one thing only and it's tearing me apart. It isn't even something that major either. I had plans in the morning, but I'm going to be so distracted, I don't know if I can do it.

     

    I'm just a wreck. This is the worst feeling i've ever felt since he had a heart attack. And I was young when that happened and couldn't completely comprehend the severity of that event. Guys...help :(