May 2, 2013
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One of those
Even though I'm on vacation at the moment and enjoying myself pretty good, I am still having one of THOSE days.
You know, the days you feel a little more lonely than usual. The days you want to feel appreciated and wanted by someone. The days you want to feel special and important when you don't feel special or important. The days you don't feel like yourself. The days you need a friend to talk with just so you don't feel alone.
I am starting to wonder if I will ever find companionship. I have been celebate for 3 years now. While that doesn't bother me, the fact that I haven't found a single decent girl to spend time with does. I don't feel like I have it in me to be patient anymore. I have about a month to meet someone, or I'll probably be the only guy not bringing anybody to my best friend's wedding. Well, more like 3 months because the wedding is in August, but I say 1 month because it'll take another month to decide if that person is someone I'd even want to bring to a wedding to meet all my friends.
I have alot on my plate. Too much it seems. Right now I don't want any of it. I just don't want to be alone.
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;( dont know if you tried this already but have you tried online dating?
@miracletome - Yes, I have, and am seriously considering giving it up. Nobody responds to any messages I send them. It's like trying to hike a mountain without any legs. Fucking impossible.
If you go alone to the wedding, maybe you can meet one of the single girls there.
@LSP1 - Haha, I wish. Being the Best Man also means I am very well acquainted with the bride to be, and her friends. I think if I'm not mistaken that all of the bridesmaids are in relationships (and two of them are getting married this year as well I believe). Lol. It's just my luck eh? But we'll see....I'm more focused right now on the toast to the groom than I am on finding a girl. It'll still suck if I have to go alone though.
@Dustin_wind - I was a best man a couple times. There's a lot of pressure giving the toast.
oh hm maybe you are approaching the wrong type of girls? Idk if you have a certain type you go for..
@LSP1 - Most certainly is, but I don't think I'll have a problem. There will be alot to draw from seeing how I've known him since the 6th grade.
@miracletome - I go for the ones that seem normal. I don't really have a type.
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